My attitude towards everything is totally out of my normal frame of mind.
I cant even pin point what is causing me to feel this way. But I do know its not good and I dont like it but I dont know how to help myself.
I know this sounds like a bunch of whining and if I could find hope I wouldnt feel so depressed and down in the dumps.
Somedays I wake up and think yes this will be the day things turn around and get better.
Normally I could take some tough blows and roll with the punches but now I feel as though even the tiniest of tumults will send me into a downward spiral in which I can NOT recover from.
Every facetof my life is being affected (INFECTED!) by this BLAH.
I wish I could just roll my eyes and say its PMS and I'll get through it. But I dont think its JUST PMS!!!
I really think I have some major UNRESOLVED issue that is lurking beneath the surface and reaking all of this havoc and mayhem for me!
Its time for a LIFE transformation/makeover. I'm at the end of my rope and its going to take a whole lot of PRAYER to prevent me from hanging myself with the bit of rope I still can cling to.
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